Megan Barton-Hanson has revealed that she has suicidal thoughts as she opened up to fans about her mental health.
The Love Island star was praised by fans for her openness and many applauded the 24-year-old for telling her story to thousands.
“A lot of People cant get their heads around why if I was so depressed and suffering from anxiety I would go on a reality show. For me it’s was a make or brake moment. Id suffered on and off with mental health problems since my teens,” she explained on Instagram.
“At the end of 2017/early 2018 was probably the lowest I’d ever felt. There were a few times that I just didn’t want to wake up, I had suicidal thoughts, and had even gone to my mum sobbing about what I should do as I didn’t want to be alive anymore,” she continued.
Megan went on to describe how she thought putting on a persona for social media would make her feel better, but that she would still be “sad and lonely” at the end of the day.
The reality star told fans that she then went to therapy and found out ways to cope “in moments of crisis” before she appeared on Love Island.
Megan told fans that the show helped her to clear her thoughts: “It was more like a rehab retreat for me stripping everything back and forcing me to see what was most important in my life.”
“I’m far from fixed and still have moments but when I do I let someone know, I talk it through, I tell myself that although in this moment I feel weak it will pass,” she finished.
Fans were quick to fill the comments section with messages of support for Megan and many praised her for being so open with her followers.
“wow so much love for you and this post ! ❤️❤️” one fan said, while another wrote: “That is so well put ❤️ it hits the nail on the head, well done xx”.