Stephanie Davis has admitted she’s struggling to get out of bed, after suffering a miscarriage.
Earlier this week, the former Hollyoaks star revealed she and her boyfriend Oliver sadly lost their baby.
The 28-year-old shared a teary snap of herself in bed on Thursday, and wrote: “Crap morning. Still in bed. Crying over what could have been and what if.”
“Had a good chat with my mum on the phone and trying to be positive. Going to get out the bed and get myself in the shower and cream my skin as you can see it’s so bad and all down to my neck.”
“This isn’t going to be the winter I thought it was going to be in my head. I know it will happen again, one day,” the actress added.
“Just all over the place right now and feel sad. Need to get positive and don’t want to sound like oh come on get over it already but I just can’t help it, feel empty.”
Later, Stephanie shared a sweet snap of her, Oliver and her son Caben cuddled up on the couch.
The actress wrote: “‘Family hug’ as Caben says before bed. Lovely night with my two, got myself downstairs and had a nice family meal, it was nice to be awake tonight as feel like I’ve just slept but obviously my body needed it, feel like I’ve slept a week away.”
“Mums taking me out for a coffee [in the] morning after my appointment at the hospital tomorrow and blood tests. They will continue to take them till my numbers are back to zero. Mums taking Caben tomorrow night so me and Ol will get a night together as it’s all been crap recently.”
“So tired and going to get another early night, thank you so much for all your messages, going to reply back to as many as I can starting tomorrow. Stephanie x.”
Stephanie shares her son Caben-Albi with her ex Jeremy McConnell.
On Monday evening, she shared a video of her finding out she was pregnant and telling her boyfriend Oliver the exciting news, before announcing she had lost the baby.
The soap star captioned the post: “Why I’ve been quiet 💔 Didn’t know if to post this or not just felt so lost recently. Is it no ones business, or should I share my sadness or just keep It in and feel sad and alone like I do.”
“As my followers I guess you know me pretty well. It was in fact your messages about my bad skin change, my heavy curry intake, random food and hormones that made me check… I was pregnant.”
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“We only told close friends and family as wanted to wait till the 12 weeks safety mark even though I thought of course it would all be fine. I was so happy. Unfortunately I started getting pains and was under the hospital were they were keeping a close eye on on me.”
“Scans and lots of bloods later I had the dreaded phone call of the hospital saying that my levels were dropping drastically, and sadly my pregnancy is no more. Then it was just the waiting game to start bleeding and loose what I dreamt about and was so happy about.”
“I finally thought I had my happy ending. That’s why I’ve been quiet and today the dreaded pains and bleeding has begun, it makes it all real now that it’s over 😢”
“I made this video that Ol and Cath actually had a good laugh at at the time when my hormes were all over the pace, it gave them a good laugh watching me watch it on repeat sobbing with my hormones watching it over and over lol, but I loved it.”
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“My hormones were all over the place while I sat and re watched it over and over crying happy tears. I wanted to end the video telling Caben he was going to have a brother or sister but we never got that far…”
“I was so excited to finally get to enjoy very second of my pregnancy and it be a happy thing, I never thought I’d have the strength to go through another pregnancy as with Caben it was a horrific traumatic time, but I guess you heal and I couldn’t wait to have my happy ever after with Oliver and Caben and our baby.”
“I feel all over the place right now and know I was early but it still hurts. I seen my whole future ahead of me and had my hand on my stomach every day. Just feel so lost right now and my hormones are understandably all over the place.”
Concluding the post, the 28-year-old wrote: “I know one day I’ll get my happy ending but for now I just have to get through this. Sending all my love, Steph x”
