Molly-Mae Hague has made a heartbreaking confession about her early days of being a new mum.
The former creative director of PrettyLittleThing welcomed her first child, a baby girl named Bambi, with her now-fiancé Tommy Fury on January 23.
Speaking in a new YouTube video, the 24-year-old said: “I came across a video which literally nearly made me cry.”
“I was home alone with Bambi and she was only a couple weeks old,” Molly-Mae recalled. “She was literally screaming and crying, she had colic.”
“I was trying to start vlogging again and I was really trying to rush myself back to chatting to you guys and being back present for you guys.”
“I was just desperate to not fall off.”
“I think seeing that little video clip made me really reflect on how ridiculously far I’ve come and how genuinely as weird as it sounds I wasn’t sure I was ever going to feel happy again,” the mum-of-one heartbreakingly confessed. “That’s how hard I found the first few weeks.”
“I’d say only now am I really experiencing what I believed motherhood would look like and Bambi’s nearly seven months old.”
“I don’t want to sound like a broken record as you know I have spoken about motherhood a lot and how I found it a lot harder than I thought I would but I just want to say to those others mums out there that have that young, newborn screaming baby and you’re finding it really, really hard.”
“I know I’ve said it so many times but I just want to reiterate it, I promise you it gets so much easier.”
