Stephanie Davis has revealed all in an explosive new interview about her relationship with cocaine addict Jeremy McConnell.
Speaking out since their violent bust-up at a hotel in London, the mother-of-one has exposed how Jeremy abandoned her when their son Caben was sick in hospital to go on a wild drug binge back in Dublin.
Stephanie opened up about their toxic relationship, which involves cheating, addiction, wild jealousy, and STDs.
“Caben had breathing difficulties. Jeremy came over and we talked and he said he was fixed, but then told me he was going back to Ireland for a friend’s leaving drinks,” Stephanie told the Mirror.
Addict: Stephanie claims Jeremy left their sick child in hospital to go on a wild drug binge | INSTAGRAM
“I said, ‘That’s fine, just let me know when you get home safe’, but I didn’t hear from him until the next afternoon.
“I then got messages saying apparently I’d taken Caben to a different hospital to be with someone else, that I must be having an affair in a hospital and he could prove it because the blankets were a different colour.
“It was completely absurd, but he has these psychotic episodes on coke where he’s so paranoid about everything,” she explained.
Stephanie, who is said to be expecting their second child, then demanded to know where he was, and was later sent text messages from a girl to her ex describing their dirty weekend.
“I’ve found out he was with her all along, even before I came on the scene. Even when we were together last year they were sleeping together. And when I was pregnant they were full on seeing each other. And they were still carrying on after I had Caben in January – I’ve seen pictures of them together in hotels. History repeats itself, doesn’t it?
Cheater: Stephanie claims Jeremy was sleeping with someone the whole time they were together | WENN.com
“Sick. I don’t really know how I’m going to come through this. I can see why people have lost respect for me because all I’ve done is take him back and take him back. But what to do when you love someone?”
The former Hollyoaks star also revealed that Jeremy tried to push her buttons with pictures of former Love Island star Shannen Reilly McGrath.
“I said, ‘have you been with her?’ and he said no, he’d never even kissed her. In her Love Island VT she’s at a friends garden party in a bikini and Jeremy made us watch it in bed. He kept zooming in on her and I knew what he was doing so I didn’t look.
“And he kept doing it and looking at me, and in the end I went, ‘I’ve just seen you look at me five times to try and get a reaction out of me, have you slept with her?’ He said no and I asked why he kept doing it, but he just denied doing anything wrong. In the end I said it’s disrespectful in front of the mother of your child.”
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The brunette also sensationally claimed that Jeremy gave her chlamydia after they reconciled.
“Who gives someone they really love chlamydia? If he really loved me why would he give me an STD? And when I said I’ve just had a baby, I’d just carried his son for 9 months alone.
“I am heartbroken how it has gone with Jeremy and how it it has gone with him. If he truly loved me and Jeremy he would have done his aftercare and anything to change his life around. I feel like I have been loving a lie”
Stephanie insists Jeremy’s coke habit caused their troublesome on-off relationship.
“It was just before my first appearance on Big Brother ‘s Bit On The Side and Jeremy was on coke again. He came back to my house and said, ‘I’m sorry, I’ve got a coke problem, I love you’, and stupidly, because of the speech he gave me, I let him back in.
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“But he wouldn’t let me sleep even though I had to be up at 7am for work, I told him ‘please let me sleep, I’m going to collapse tomorrow, I’ve got to be on TV’. And he woke me up just to sniff another bag of coke over my head.
The CBB star says Jeremy left the house and “then said he was killing himself and wouldn’t answer his phone”.
“He blocked me on everything, blocked everyone – he loves blocking people –everyone and I had to go on till the second half of BBOTS not knowing if he was alive or dead. I’d been crying my eyes out just before I went on. He just didn’t give a s***.”
“I’ve been having counselling and my therapist pointed out that it’s like you’ve got two cars and mine was running low on petrol.
“All I’ve done is fill his tank up. I’ve sucked my life dry. I’ve given him everything defending him, always making excuses for him and eventually the therapist asked, what happens when your car runs out of petrol? You break down, and I’ve completely broken down.
Moving forward: Stephanie has vowed to move on with her life – without Jeremy | INSTAGRAM
“He’s got like a split personality between the good side, which I get for 2-3 days which is the person I want to marry and be with, the person I fell in love with but then that nasty side.
“No matter what you go through in life, no matter what bad past you’ve got, nothing gives you the right to destroy another human. And I am destroyed,” she said.
Stephanie has now vowed to move forward with her life, without Jeremy.
“Caben’s my world, my absolute world, my pride and joy. If you asked J what time he was born how much he weighed he wouldn’t know. For him to say in an interview that he wishes the mother of his son dead is disgusting.
“He has NO respect. I have no words and don’t think Jeremy will EVER understand all his has done to me, and that’s what hurts the most. I have Caben to think of now, I’ve done it before and I’ll do it again – as long as my son is ok that is all I care about”.
“What Jeremy has been telling me is love isn’t love. The hardest thing for me is I’ve never got closure and I never will get it, I’ve just got to accept it and move on,” she added.
