Caitlyn Jenner has opened up about her lonely life in a candid new interview.
The 68-year-old transgender star has grown apart from the Kardashian family ever since she released her memoir, The Secrets of My Life.
Speaking to Broadly, Caitlyn said, “I spend a lot of time by myself here in the house.”
“I have a lot of children, but sometimes just because of circumstances, maintaining a close relationship with your kids is very tough, they all have lives, they’ve all moved on.”
“We’re just human beings; we’re going to be here for a very short time,” she said. “We come and we go and at the end, when it’s all said and done, hopefully your family is going to be there.”
Caitlyn has son Burt Jenner, 39, and daughter Cassandra Marino, 37, with ex-wife Chrystie Crownover; sons Brandon Jenner, 36, and Brody Jenner, 34, with ex-wife Linda Thompson; and daughters Kendall Jenner, 22, and Kylie Jenner, 20, with ex-wife Kris Jenner.
Caitlyn also helped raise Kris and Robert Kardashian’s four children; Kim, 37, Kourtney Kardashian, 39, Khloe Kardashian, 33, and Rob Kardashian, 31.
Caitlyn revealed that before she transitioned, she told herself she would complete the transition before she turned 40.
“I got to thirty-nine, couldn’t do it,” the father of six said.
Although the transition didn’t happen at that time, the reality star, formerly known as Bruce Jenner, revealed she did have “A little B-cup” when she first met ex wife, Kris Jenner.
“When Kendall was born, I had liposuction and got rid of my breasts,” Caitlyn said,” Because I thought, I can’t even go swimming with my kid.”
Kris Jenner has famously claimed that she didn’t know about Bruce’s desire to transition, but the father of six has alleged that it was Kris who made the appointment for him to get the liposuction.
Caitlyn admitted that her life was so lonely hiding her desire to transition, that she would often sneak away to golf courses, where she tried on bras.
“I would take my little bras up there,” she said, “In this very quiet golf course, and see what it was like playing with boobies.”
Speaking about the backlash she has received from her family and the transgender community, Caitlyn said, “I got the trans community out there bashing on me, I got the Kardashians out there bashing on me.”
“All I do is sit here in the house and try to stay out of trouble,” Caitlyn added.
Kim, Khloe, Kourtney and Rob no longer speak to their former stepdad, according to reports.
Caitlyn released a memoir last year, named The Secrets of My Life, and the book caused controversy with the famous family because Caitlyn insisted that Kris Jenner knew about Bruce’s desire to transition.
In a quote from the book, Caitlyn revealed, “I told her (Kris) I dressed as a woman, and she knew I did, because I did it several times in front of her after we were married.”
