Singer Sinead O’Connor has posted a worrying video, saying she has been suicidal and claiming her loved ones have left her on her own.
The troubled songstress has been living out of Ireland for two years now, and in an emotional video she told fans she has been living in a Travel Lodge outside New Jersey, and said she has been struggling to stay alive.
“I am now living in a Travel Lodge, Motel in the arse end of New Jersey,” she cried.
“I’m all by myself and there’s absolutely nobody in my life except my doctor, my psyciatrist, the sweetest man on earth, who says I’m his hero, and that’s about the only thing keeping me alive at the moment…and that’s kind of pathetic.”
Breaking down in tears several times, Sinead added that she was making this video because she feels like she’s been left completely alone, and she wanted people to see how bad things are.
“I want everyone to know what it’s like, that’s why I’m making this video,” she said.
“Mental illness, it’s like drugs, it doesn’t give a sh*te who you are, and equally what’s worse, it’s the stigma, it doesn’t give a sh*t who you are.
“And suddenly all the people that are supposed to be loving you and taking care of you are treating you like sh*t.
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“I’m fighting and fighting and fighting like all of the millions I know, to stay alive every day. Which I’m doing because.I love the people who are doing this to me,” she said.
The singer added that if it wasn’t for her children, she wouldn’t be alive.
“I’m not staying alive for me. If it was me I would be gone, straight away back to my mum because I’ve walked this earth alone for two years now as punishment for being mentally f***ing ill and angry and no one will take care of me.
“Specifically for being suicidal actually and being angry,” she added.
